I was in a public place recently. I walked by the Women’s restrooms. And I couldn’t help but notice all the girls waiting in line to use the bathrooms. I thought to myself how easier it would be for them if they just went for it and installed standup urinals in there for the girls just like we have in the men’s rooms. I mean, who says they have to sit down. Any girl can stand up and let it rip. It would be so much faster for them if they didn’t have to go to all that trouble of going into a stall and sitting down and all that. I always feel bad for them how long their lines are in their.
Last night or rather this morning, I dreamed that we lived in these glass pods. Prob not glass, prob plastic. Elevator shaft up the middle going high into the sky. With these round plastic or glass spheres sticking out of the shaft on all sides. And that is where we live in the future. Similar to the Jetsons I think. something like that. what are we waiting for? lets do it.
I woke up this morning and in the first few seconds of being awake I found myself thinking about it…. what about the signs? What about all the signs? How are we to distinguish between the signs that say all these different things to us about stuff and then things don’t turn out the way that we think the signs were alluding to…. and I just heard it… this voice…. Fishy, the message is simple, where you put your energy your life will flow. It has nothing to do with signs… it has to do with where your mind energy is, where your thoughts are… the signs you see are signs that what you are seeing is where your mind energy is, its where your heart or your mind are at that time… even though we may think it’s a sign from a God or from the universe or however people may describe it in today’s flavor of the month club of metaphysical pseudo-physics… the truth is that we create our experiences based on what we believe… that’s a huge pill to swallow. Almost entirely unfathomable except for brief glimpses here and there that it may be true…. but and so, we look for signs….
I began to jot things down while I was still half asleep and half awake… just making this list of things that I have been coming to understand lately about life as a human in the universe in our present incarnation….
* there is no inherent meaning to most things; it is all in our minds. *psychics don’t exist; they are mind readers at best. they can be and are wrong often. *There is no God that is good and not bad as we currently think of those ideas. If there is a God force in the universe, it is as we are and all other life forms, both inhernety good and evil equally… *the idea of God stems from our own minds, rather than the other way around. *God *there are no signs except what we make of them… *There is no connection with others to the point of knowing what they are thinking; we think there is because we want there to be… *basically people are selfish; they are obsessed with themselves alone. *we can get away with murder. We do not want to believe this, but its true. its all just humanity trying to read deeper into things than what is really there. its all just wishful thinking… sad but probably true.
call it nihilism, call it pragmatism, existentialism… its all been said before. surely. Now, lets just assume that this is all true, which it probably is. But does this mean that life sucks? No. and that’s the thing. we can still enjoy the hell out of life.
I just had the most amazing radicchio from this Italian restaurant I love. Check it. its radicchio, olive oil, and salt. And that’s it. and its unbelievably bitter but delicious. Radicchio is my favorite food right now.